My lucky day

I consider today my lucky day. Four years ago today I met the Mr., in person, for the first time. We originally met through a social networking site. We talked online for a few days, then exchanged phone numbers. We then decided to meet up for lunch on January 21st. The rest, as they say, is history. On this day four years ago, my life took a drastic turn, and it (he) is the absolute best thing that has ever happened to me. I am so blessed to have him as my husband, to have him stand by my side through infertility. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to go through, and without my Mr. I know I wouldn't get through it with my sanity intact. Even with the hard times, this has been the best four years of my life.

I love you, Baby!!!

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Tomorrow morning I go in for my ultrasound to determine if this round of Clo.mid worked. Honestly, I'm not expecting anything. All the information I read about Clo.mid states that it is not very successfully with women who suffer from PCOS.

I'm torn. Tomorrow if the ultrasound shows 0 follicles, like I'm expecting it to, my first instinct is to ask the doctor if we can skip the last round of Clo.mid and move onto something else. However, I don't want to move onto the next step, find out it doesn't work, then go back to the higher dose of Clo.mid and ovulate. 

I'm basically scared of wasting more time. And money. Because every round of fertility treatments is a round of ultrasounds and blood work. I'm beyond thankful for my husband's insurance. If it wasn't for that, there is no way we could do this. 

I guess I'll just play it by ear tomorrow and wait and see what the doctor says. Maybe I'm wrong and this is the magic dose that will lead to my Baby Bear. :)

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On a completely different note, the school district finally cleared my paperwork so I'm able to work now. And they are keeping me busy! I worked everyday this week and am scheduled  to work four days next week, so far. And I expect to get a call Monday, so it'll be five days next week. Honestly, I'm relieved because we need this money for our fertility treatments.